For an Angel
I decided to write about three things I have been thinking about today. Near death experiences are crazy. I overheard a couple of months ago this guy talking about what he called his “spiderman” experience in which he, while on the op table, leaped to a wall and saw himself and his room there, and then was back in his body. Seriously, I think that really interesting. I also think we can learn a lot from cancer survivors - I don’t think they are on medicine for stress or anything - they understand life and its amazingness. Secondly, Matt and I decided that we were not hot. This realization is an important one to make. Thus, I now fully understand that I should not rely on my looks for anything and should not assume that a woman is ever attracted to anything other than my personality. On the positive side, I will never attract shallow women who want me for my looks - because as Matt and I positively concluded - we are not hot! I feel as though a weight has been lifted - like I expected myself to appear a certain way but never did and wondered why. Either way, working out and personal hygene still remain high priorities - I just understand it all better now. Thirdly, Paul Van Dyk’s song “For An Angel” - (original not remix) - is great. Go buy his cd with that song on it today. Combined with his “Tell Me Why”, Paul Van Dyk is really a cool music artist. Oh, and my wishlist for music has expanded to include at least one Happy Hardcore 2B record - Volume 2 I believe it is. Ho hum.